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Sorry for the inactivity lately my mood has plummeted to the floor, also cause yesterday was my grandfather's funeral but I didn't want to go cause I just couldn't face it which was understandable. So since I was at home alone I remember him my own way, I fished for DVDs he gave me which was some classic bbcs sitcoms like Only Fools And Horses and Two Ronnies etc and also watched a couple of Carry On movies which was my favourite! <3
lastly I went on youtube and went to look for The Minstrels cause that's what me and grandfather was the last movie we watched together but since I couldn't find the movie (thanks to youtube for that!) I remembered the man who created The Minstels it was a legendary singer named Al Jolson so I listened to a few of his songs and found a documentary about his career and life so I watched it all the way through and when it ended I raised a glass to my grandfather and said "that was for you...it was fun" I started to feel all chocked up and shed a few tears. The documentary/movie was his favourite he loved the songs April Showers, Mammy and the memorable Swanee song. (Go listen to them and learn about Al Jolson it's amazing)
I hope everyone is ok?
lastly I went on youtube and went to look for The Minstrels cause that's what me and grandfather was the last movie we watched together but since I couldn't find the movie (thanks to youtube for that!) I remembered the man who created The Minstels it was a legendary singer named Al Jolson so I listened to a few of his songs and found a documentary about his career and life so I watched it all the way through and when it ended I raised a glass to my grandfather and said "that was for you...it was fun" I started to feel all chocked up and shed a few tears. The documentary/movie was his favourite he loved the songs April Showers, Mammy and the memorable Swanee song. (Go listen to them and learn about Al Jolson it's amazing)
I hope everyone is ok?
Come visit me on Artfol
So I decided for some time that I want to expand my art elsewhere and that was when Buzzly came along but sadly I don't feel like I belong there so I asked around and some kind soul recommended an art site called Artfol, I like it there already! I submitted 2 things and already have 2 followers. So if you like, please follow me on Artfol - https://www.artfol.co/silverblaze55
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Would anyone be so kind to help me out with something, Its is namely my social life… To catch up with what is going on from 10+ years ago I worked in a Practice as a housekeeper with a small team and even though people have come and gone, My social life suffered for it. It was tough when after my home life with my family isn’t so great you would think that work would balance it out somewhere right? Well, That was what I thought at first. I made some great friends and they left and the environment at work started to change quite badly, The new staff came along at we eventually got on well and I found out months later that they didn’t really like me (plus they got the sack). This went on for some time and my sadness were affecting me to the point that I had to kept it bottled in for as long as 10 years, not even joking… I couldn’t tell anyone my problems for trust issues was severely bad, It actually affected my health and had my first panic attack plus dark thoughts so I quitted my
Yes or No (meme)
Do you… Cuss: Usually when nobody is around so, Yes! Sing in the shower: No, Its embarrassing! O||.||O Go to School: No Work: Yes, I’m a Housekeeper for a Practice (it really sucks) Type with all of your fingers: No, only with my main fingers. Drink and drive: No to both. Snore: No. Sleep walk: No Sleep talk: No. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: No, I’m a night owl! Stargaze: Yes, I love it!!. Create scenes in your head when listening to music: Yes, Who doesn’t Do you believe in… A God: No. Reincarnation: No. Afterlife: Yes, Well sort of. Signs/Messages from the deceased: Yes, I do believe I have a Spirit Guide. The Backrooms: ??? Limbo: No, Its sad to think of. Glitch in the Matrix: No. Magic: Yes. Love at first sight: I used to but now, No. Ghosts: Somewhat. Aliens: No, I’m not into space stuff (Not even a fan of Sci Fi) Other Dimensions: Don’t Know… Yourself: I’m trying to. Are you… Introverted: Yes Extroverted: No Perverted: Who knows? ; ) Loud: No Quiet: Yes A People
60 Questions (meme)
The Basics: Name: Ben, Benji or Benjamin Birth Date: August 18th, 1988 Birth Place: England-Land Gender: Male Eye Color: Dark Brown Hair Color: Black, It was light brown when I was little. Currently living: In a miserable match box of a house. Languages you speak?: English Scar(s) you have?: There’s a scar on my wrist from my dark past. Orientation?: My sexuality??? Relationship Status?: Single Tattoos?: No Piercings?: No Pets?: Four Jack Russels Myers/Briggs type: Favorites: Food: Pizza, Curries. Drink: Pepsi or Coke. Bands / Singers: Any band from the 90s (Blur, Oasis etc) Songs: Things Can Only Get Better, (there is LOADS) Movies: Death Becomes Her, Brides Maid, Over Her Dead Body, Bridget Jones Diary TV Shows: Family Guy, American Dad, Simpsons, Only Fools and Horses, Fawlty Towers. Games: Resident Evil 2&3 (PS1) Bioshock, Broken Sword, Tales of (Xillia 1,2 & Zesteria) Colors: Red, black, purple and silver Random Things you really love: Anything supernatural related, BL related
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