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this is quite a serious journal, I'm really scared for next Thursday cause that's when we have a meeting regarding our new bosses and according to dad who has met him he sounds like not a very nice person or should I say a hard person to please. I can see downsides to it, either my parents or me could get fired or my so called friends get fired...job or friends gone. I couldn't get any sleep last night even felt the tears welling up, I really don't know what to say I'm that nervous! Work or should I say the world would do me a great deal in letting me go obviously for hating the job, so called social life and other reasons. There's lots of things going through my mind and I fear for the future.
this is quite a serious journal, I'm really scared for next Thursday cause that's when we have a meeting regarding our new bosses and according to dad who has met him he sounds like not a very nice person or should I say a hard person to please. I can see downsides to it, either my parents or me could get fired or my so called friends get fired...job or friends gone. I couldn't get any sleep last night even felt the tears welling up, I really don't know what to say I'm that nervous! Work or should I say the world would do me a great deal in letting me go obviously for hating the job, so called social life and other reasons. There's lots of things going through my mind and I fear for the future.
Come visit me on Artfol
So I decided for some time that I want to expand my art elsewhere and that was when Buzzly came along but sadly I don't feel like I belong there so I asked around and some kind soul recommended an art site called Artfol, I like it there already! I submitted 2 things and already have 2 followers. So if you like, please follow me on Artfol - https://www.artfol.co/silverblaze55
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Would anyone be so kind to help me out with something, Its is namely my social life… To catch up with what is going on from 10+ years ago I worked in a Practice as a housekeeper with a small team and even though people have come and gone, My social life suffered for it. It was tough when after my home life with my family isn’t so great you would think that work would balance it out somewhere right? Well, That was what I thought at first. I made some great friends and they left and the environment at work started to change quite badly, The new staff came along at we eventually got on well and I found out months later that they didn’t really like me (plus they got the sack). This went on for some time and my sadness were affecting me to the point that I had to kept it bottled in for as long as 10 years, not even joking… I couldn’t tell anyone my problems for trust issues was severely bad, It actually affected my health and had my first panic attack plus dark thoughts so I quitted my
Yes or No (meme)
Do you… Cuss: Usually when nobody is around so, Yes! Sing in the shower: No, Its embarrassing! O||.||O Go to School: No Work: Yes, I’m a Housekeeper for a Practice (it really sucks) Type with all of your fingers: No, only with my main fingers. Drink and drive: No to both. Snore: No. Sleep walk: No Sleep talk: No. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: No, I’m a night owl! Stargaze: Yes, I love it!!. Create scenes in your head when listening to music: Yes, Who doesn’t Do you believe in… A God: No. Reincarnation: No. Afterlife: Yes, Well sort of. Signs/Messages from the deceased: Yes, I do believe I have a Spirit Guide. The Backrooms: ??? Limbo: No, Its sad to think of. Glitch in the Matrix: No. Magic: Yes. Love at first sight: I used to but now, No. Ghosts: Somewhat. Aliens: No, I’m not into space stuff (Not even a fan of Sci Fi) Other Dimensions: Don’t Know… Yourself: I’m trying to. Are you… Introverted: Yes Extroverted: No Perverted: Who knows? ; ) Loud: No Quiet: Yes A People
60 Questions (meme)
The Basics: Name: Ben, Benji or Benjamin Birth Date: August 18th, 1988 Birth Place: England-Land Gender: Male Eye Color: Dark Brown Hair Color: Black, It was light brown when I was little. Currently living: In a miserable match box of a house. Languages you speak?: English Scar(s) you have?: There’s a scar on my wrist from my dark past. Orientation?: My sexuality??? Relationship Status?: Single Tattoos?: No Piercings?: No Pets?: Four Jack Russels Myers/Briggs type: Favorites: Food: Pizza, Curries. Drink: Pepsi or Coke. Bands / Singers: Any band from the 90s (Blur, Oasis etc) Songs: Things Can Only Get Better, (there is LOADS) Movies: Death Becomes Her, Brides Maid, Over Her Dead Body, Bridget Jones Diary TV Shows: Family Guy, American Dad, Simpsons, Only Fools and Horses, Fawlty Towers. Games: Resident Evil 2&3 (PS1) Bioshock, Broken Sword, Tales of (Xillia 1,2 & Zesteria) Colors: Red, black, purple and silver Random Things you really love: Anything supernatural related, BL related
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I'm hoping on a job still myself. lol i'm on edge about what's going to happen with myself as well.
Hope your boss is just in a bad mood or something.
Hope your boss is just in a bad mood or something.